The Babylon Matrix suppresses your empowered awakening by convincing you that you are nothing but a particular identity at a specific age, with a certain amount in your checking account, your laundry list of worries, and so forth. Actually, your real identity is that you are an interdimensional traveler who has arrived from some other dimension at birth, departs almost every day to another dimension called the dream time, and has a guaranteed portal out of this matrix popularly known as “death.” You are also a social interdimensional traveler who interpenetrates with the varied dimensions generated by other psyches.
The life that weighs so heavily on your mind is merely one of myriad timelines. As the boy Jake says in the Dark Tower books, “Go then, there are other worlds than these.”
See introduction to A Guide to the Perplexed Interdimensional Traveler
and An Interdimensional Traveler’s Codex